to: Alexander

[ Please play the link when you read this. ]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKUviY4fRqs

This clip and its background music made me think about you | Made me think about how I wanted to touch someone's skin to feel their soul | with this soul-linking sound running all over me | Made me think about how I wanted you to be that someone | Made me think about how I thought you might be | Made me think about how hesitant I was before writing you the long message | on Skype | Made me think about you never responded | Made me think about your softest hair | Made me think about your tough attitude | Made me think about your sweet spoken words | Made me think about your bitter silence | Made me think about how fragile I was | Made me think about how fragile we both are | Made me think about the shining stars | Made me think about soulmate-ship | Made me think about the winter (which is) over | Made me think about the flowers (that are) blooming | Made me think about your name | Made me think about mine | Made me think about smile | About sharing | About forget | And remember.

Farewell, my sleeping soulmate!

PasSCARcaglia

He had the softest hair I've ever touched. And his touch was the gentlest I've ever had.

[He read Haruki Murakami. He made me listen to Passacaglia, again and again.]

His smile was always sad. His sadness was always smiling at me.

[He quoted "AWESOMENESS" while what he felt was LONELINESS.]

His heart was broken I can see. And what I see broke my heart.